All the things I never write, and all the posts that never make it…

What am I doing with my life? I think I’m just letting it pass by. Somehow, I want that. To just put things on auto-pilot while I sit in the darkest corner of my own head; a blank expression on my face, looking at nothing.

Existence seems, somewhat foreign to me, a lot of the time. Ask yourself this question and see if the answer echoes mine: Doesn’t it seem like the world used to be so much happier? I think the answer is yes. Not that things are horrible now. They aren’t.

I have a wonderful girlfriend and children. It just seems like I’m always just waiting for the next thing to do. I feel like I’ve taken a passenger seat to lifes demands. Me has been lost in bills, zeros, television programming, other people’s conversations, etc…

TO BE CONTINUED>

headlikeanorange:

Flying Dragons are lizards from Southeast Asia that use folds of skin extending from each side of their bodies to glide from tree to tree. (Great Migrations - NGC)

Just made my night!

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jazzsaibot:

missed you 😚 (Taken with instagram)

“Shiiii—-You tried breakin’ bottles behind Wawa?” - Naked Dave - Haggard

jazzsaibot:

missed you 😚 (Taken with instagram)

“Shiiii—-You tried breakin’ bottles behind Wawa?” - Naked Dave - Haggard

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My life… .
Also, click on the pic to get some killer news on Burger King’s decision to use only cage free animals by 2017! Made my morning.
In other news MY TOOTH IS KILLING ME!!! I’ve got to get this thing pulled …

My life… .

Also, click on the pic to get some killer news on Burger King’s decision to use only cage free animals by 2017! Made my morning.

In other news MY TOOTH IS KILLING ME!!! I’ve got to get this thing pulled …

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Stuff like this makes me sick. How could you do this?

WOOT!
Tonight I bought Resistance:Fall of Man. I needed something that her and I could play together. I assumed slaughtering an evil alien race with assault rifles was sexy enough.
I had lunch with Sherilyn at El Mazatlan; vegetarian plate #4! And now I’m going to do ze dishes, and try some Amy’s vegan spaghetti and meatballs.
OH! Last night I made my first from scratch veggie burgers. They turned out great! It’s amazing what black beans, bread, and a little flour can accomplish.
Stoked on planting our garden (as soon as this Spring frost goes away)

WOOT!

Tonight I bought Resistance:Fall of Man. I needed something that her and I could play together. I assumed slaughtering an evil alien race with assault rifles was sexy enough.

I had lunch with Sherilyn at El Mazatlan; vegetarian plate #4! And now I’m going to do ze dishes, and try some Amy’s vegan spaghetti and meatballs.

OH! Last night I made my first from scratch veggie burgers. They turned out great! It’s amazing what black beans, bread, and a little flour can accomplish.

Stoked on planting our garden (as soon as this Spring frost goes away)

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I think…


I might have my very first kidney infection. It blows…from the back.

This was the fight all night. Elbows. Elbows. Hellbows…BUT I did see him stagger off of Rashad’s right hand. One that just barely glance him. If Henderson is next, and HIS right hand lands flush on his jaw, we’ll see how well he handles it. I think he’ll be a better fighter for it.

Let’s go HENDO!

This was the fight all night. Elbows. Elbows. Hellbows…

BUT I did see him stagger off of Rashad’s right hand. One that just barely glance him. If Henderson is next, and HIS right hand lands flush on his jaw, we’ll see how well he handles it. I think he’ll be a better fighter for it.

Let’s go HENDO!

That awkward moment…


when you realize you have to cover the other half of the team training at work, and you have to be at work at 7A as opposed to your normal 12P.

The funniest thing is, we aren’t even going to use the week-long training they’re giving us. Hell, we aren’t even on the same side of the building where the use of that training is utilized. Fantastic. Thaaaaaaaat’s logistics!

The other night, my girlfriend had a “surprise party” (sexy lady party) and invited a friend over by chance. After it was over another mutual friend took her back home and dropped her off.

Less than twenty minutes later we found out that when she opened the door and went in she found her grandmother beaten and stabbed to death. They found the people that did it running on foot. They were after pain-pills.

I don’t understand being a drug-addict. It’s NOT a disease. And lastly, it certainly doesn’t justify beating and stabbing an elderly woman to death for lorcets. These people are heartless, gutless bastards who deserve to have their skin peeled off with potato peeler and left in the sun to die.

What, you couldn’t just tie her up and take the pills? You couldn’t put her in a closet? You couldn’t let her live? No. You had to take a life for an amount of pills that between the four of you cowards (and your guaranteed horrible pill-popping habit)wouldn’t keep you satisfied for a week.

The world is disgusting. If I could change one thing about this country, it would be a one month waitiing period for the death penalty. And in cases of obscene brutality, lethal injection would be taken off the table. You would be injected instead, with corosive acids and amphetamines to coarse the fire through your veins faster. Laughter by the watching participants would be encouraged…

I feel so bad for this young lady. I lost my grandmother earlier last year. She was like my first mother. And she couldn’t hold a conversation the month before she died, so I didn’t even get to say goodbye to her. Not properly.

That hurt me enough. I can’t imagine if she had passed in this fashion. I don’t think there are many places that would be able to keep me away from the bastards responsible. And even if they could, the walls, doors, gates, and guards couldn’t defeat my patience…they have to come out sometime.



My point to all of this is, this is happening more and more in this region here recently. Small-town, hicksville USA. I can’t believe this. I can’t believe people. The world is taking a turn for the worst. Any type of compassion is apparently a foreign concept in this world.

I want off this planet. I sometimes wonder if the best thing that could ever happen for it is that we all die. Think of all we destroy, including animals, the earth and all elements of nature, in our quest to advance ourselves, our religions, our ideals.

We often talk about how the wealthy in the world are so damn greedy. We (or at least I) look at them, and all that they have (often WAY more than what they have earned or deserved) and think “When will enough be enough?”

Are any of us any different?

When someone discovers a way to make peace more profitable than war, we may see more of it. Until there is enough demand for it, that’s never going to happen…

It kills me to think that they might do a remake of this film with Daniel Radcliffe as Marty McFly…Fuck you Hollywood.

It kills me to think that they might do a remake of this film with Daniel Radcliffe as Marty McFly…

Fuck you Hollywood.

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